West Side Books, 2010
I can’t say enough good things about this book. Scars is an intense story about fifteen-year-old Kendra whose repressed memories of sexual abuse started resurfacing six months prior to the action in the novel. She cuts herself as a way to cope with the emotional pain.
In contrast to her mother who paints perfectly controlled landscapes, Kendra’s art is an expression of her hopes and fears, which her mother criticizes as being too raw. But Kendra knows that “Art is like a printout of my soul, showing all the things I can’t say” (56). Her self-knowledge is reaffirmed by Mrs. Archer, the compassionate and supportive art teacher, who tells Kendra, “I think you’ve got to get out whatever’s hurting you through your art, so it doesn’t twist you up inside” (113).
Kendra is also a lesbian and it was refreshing to find no excuses or justifications within the story for her orientation. There is an adult gay male character, Sandy, who is Kendra’s mom’s longtime friend. Sandy is a healthy male and artistic role model for Kendra. His home has often been a safe haven for her.
“Self injury shows the depth of pain and turmoil someone is feeling. Now, I know you’ll want her to stop hurting herself right away. But a more realistic hope is that Kendra will learn some new coping skills, and, in time, find the tools and strategies she needs to safely express her emotions instead of cutting” (185).
Rainfield provides an 11-page Resource Guide for Readers at the back of the book that’s full of websites, hotlines, and books about abuse and self-harm that may help folks find some of these tools and strategies. She also has some articles for survivors of abuse on her website which you can read here.
I’m not surprised that the book is getting some award nominations. Rainfield announced on her website that it was recently nominated for the American Library Association’s Quick Picks and Stonewall awards. A percentage of the profits from Scars will go to the Toronto Rape Crisis Centre/Multicultural Women Against Rape and the Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network (RAINN).